These days I have a lot of static running constantly in my head. A generally gnarling buzzing squealing noise that sometimes ramps up and sometimes maintains a low rumble.
I am tired of this. I am tired of being stressed.
Last night the buzzing squealing got so loud I didn't think I would be able to sleep. I definitely had to work some distraction magic with the tv and the computer, but I actually did sleep and I am so relieved.
The buzzing squealing is, of course, money related so this morning I decided to take action and called a few moving companies to get quotes and made an appointment with a financial planner. I also found out I'm eligible for extra loans as a grad student and did the paperwork for an extra $5k so I will have a "just in case" nest egg.
Tonight I feel bunches better, like a big load is off my shoulders and out of my mind. Ahhhhhhhhh… The buzzing squealing is more like white noise, easily ignorable and actually a bit soothing.
Tonight I plan to get a good night's sleep.